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| Wow I haven't been on here in a long time =( I'm always on facebook now it seems. Well not much has really changed, Fall is here and its very beautiful =) the leaves have changed and are falling and covering my yard which means lots of raking. Fun fun!!! =) Caleb is busy harvesting, its been raining alot but they still find things to do around the farm, like fixing things and such. Our baby's due date is 2 weeks and a day away, it keeps getting harder and harder as the day gets closer. I ask for strength from God cause I can't do this alone. I can't believe it's been 6 months already. time sure flies. Well I dont think I have much else to say. Hope ya'll are having a good week. =)
♥God Bless
Mrs. Fletcher♥
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| I got this amazing book from my best friend Lauren. It's called In A Heartbeat and it's about a women who had 2 miscarriages and a stillborn birth. She was 23 weeks along and found out her baby had died. They named her Molly. Throughout the book I was touched, I cried, I laughed, smiled. It's amazing How God can use a book to touch someones heart. It's a must read book for every women that has been through a miscarriage, stillborn birth. I was soo touched. I was dealing with my miscarriage, well I thought I was dealing with it good, but once I read this book I have never felt such a peace about something. I wanted to name our baby, but I just didn't feel it. I believe it was the devil telling me I was stupid for even thinking about naming our dead baby that we didn't know the gender of it. Me and my hubby both felt like he was a little boy. After reading this book I decided to name him. The lady said that she feels that everyone baby should have a name thats been miscarried or stillborn birth. Even if you don't know the gender, you do whatever you feel in your heart. It's your baby, name it. We decided to name our baby boy Donavin Joel♥ We are both looking forward to holding our precious baby boy in Heaven one day. I know that one day God will bless us with more children, and I can't wait for that day. I've learned so much from this and become a better person. I've learned to trust God more and have faith in Him. He's an awesome God and I know that He's holding our baby. I pray for any women that has lost her baby that God will heal your broken heart and give you a peace that your baby is in Heaven with Him and one day you'll see him/her again, and thats something to look forward to=)
Dear Donavin.
Hey my sweet baby boy♥ I wonder what you look like, if you have mommies red hair or daddies brown hair and our blue eyes =) Who you look like the most?! I miss you so much, even though you were in my womb such a short time I miss you so very much. Mommy & daddy can't wait to see you one day in Heaven. I think about you all the time and love you so very much. I wish I could just hold you, touch you, see you smile. I'd give anything for that special thing. You've touched my life so much, you have no idea. I love & miss you so much and can't wait to see you ♥♥
♥Always♥
Mommy
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| Well alot has happened since I've been on here.  We bought a house. I'll post a couple pictures. We closed on the 22 and moved in on the 25th. We couldn't have done it without our amazing friends Galen & Mike. And Caleb's mom Laural helped for a couple hours. And my aunt Laura =) THANKS SO MUCH!! My other family had plans and were super busy. But there is still alot of work around here to do, like washing off walls and windows. sorta spring cleaning =) But we love our new house, Galen, Mike & Caleb pressure washed the whole outside of the house & Caleb is working on painting the porch, it looks ALOT better. I need to take pictures when its all done and than do some before & after pictures, Big Difference. =) Fatty Bear loves the water, we live by the river so my little sisters love coming up here and going swimming =) It's ALOT bigger than our double-wide. its taking some getting used to thats for sure =) I started babystting full time, so I'm staying busy, I'm babysitting Isaiah & Jagger =) 5 days a week from 4:30am to about 3:30pm, so I'm busy =) Jagger is almost 8 months and Isaiah will be 9 on the 17th of this month =) It's rained the past couple days, so Caleb isn't really busy with irrigation, so they just work around the farm, He got off at noon yesterday =) I thank God for such an amazing man of God, he's a hard worker, an amazing hubby =) ♥ I love him very much♥♥♥☻....well I think thats about all I have to say right now. Here are some picture of the house =) 
my kitchen   We had to get a new fridge & stove =) I love it =) Caleb ♥ I♥♥♥     
I hope ya'll have a good week!!!♥
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| Life is good, God is even better!! Caleb is busy finishing up with planting, they started irriagting. Hopefully it'll slow done and they can have a nice break for a while :) that would be nice :) I haven't been up to much, just edited pictures and stuff like that :) I took some Senior pictures this past week, that was fun :) I was asked to take my friends wedding pictures in Sept of 2010 =) I'm excited about that :) Anyhow, thats pretty much all thats been happening!!!! Hope ya'll have a good week!!!
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| Well we found out Tuesday that we aren't having a baby after all. I had a blighted ovum, meaning it was an empty sac and that the baby didn't grow early on, and it didn't tell the sac to stop growing, so for 12 weeks I was carrying an empty sac. My hormons were telling my body I was pregnant, so everything was changing, my belly was getting bigger and ect. Well today was a really bad day, I started getting reeeeeeeeally bad labor pains at 6:30am this morning, and it went till about 9:00am, the contractions towards the end weren't even a minute apart, so FINALLY after much pain and puking, I finally passed it and the pain stopped just like that. It's crazy how all that works I'm telling ya. I'm just glad that its all over and I still need to take it easy and not do anything cause my insides need to heal =( which that means I have to sit around =( blaaaaa......Anyhow!!!!! I'm just glad thats over with. I guess God has other plans. I know that this has brought me so much closer to God and to my husband ♥ So as you think of us, just keep us in your prayers, it still feels like we've lost a child and I believe that our baby is in Heaven in the arms of an Angel ♥ and one day we will see him/her =) and thats something to look forward too!!!!! =)
I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!!!! ♥
♥Always♥
Krista
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